My life is stressful right now. I dont handle anxiety well and for the past...oh...lifetime it seems that I have been crumbling under the pressure. This past week has really been a killer for me. I dont want to go into details but things have just been building to a crescendo and they exploded last night. I had a huge meltdown. Im not speaking to most of my family right now. I tossed Tony out of the bedroom and made him sleep on the couch. I am having problems with my dial up connection to the internet and fighting with the phone company over whose fault it is. Now...what could make this blessed state of stress more stressful? Jamie and his little family called a few minutes ago to tell us that they were on their way down to spend the weekend with us! Oh goody! What a great weekend for them to come...Mom and Dad are fighting, we dont have a spare bed, I dont even know if Tony is going to provide me with any food since he is the one with the paycheck right now until my check comes in on wednesday and he isnt speaking to me and we are completely out of anything I can eat....yep...what a wonderful time to have them come down! Oh joy. God I hate people.