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<blockquote data-quote="barbie" data-source="post: 172705" data-attributes="member: 4842"><p>It is somewhat comforting to know we all love them but dont necessarily like them all of the time. I feel guilty. I am in the medical field as a medical assistant, Im supposed to know more about these things, and I dont, I know in my head that he can't behave good and its not ecause he doesnt want to, he just can't his brain wont let him. In my heart I cry and cry firstly, his father who isnt involved and never has been in our last yelling match has the cojones to tell me, Eric just needs more discipline. You can imagine how the rest of that convo went. People look at him and they are like but he looks okay, he is differently abled, not disabled. I've been very very single for the last four years, and cause with my income alone I wouldnt make it, i split a house with my mom who is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) with cleaning, and I couldnt care less if there is a mess. Its not dirty, just messy, I dont care. She wont stay with Eric for me and the girls to have a girly day out cause she can't handle him, and the babysitter forget it, I'd get called after 10 minutes and the first headbut. I do have the two older girls, not much older than Eric he is 4, Danae is 5 and Linda is 6. The girls have ADHD, and Danae probably a little more than that, and they dont get it either. Why can't I take them to the park cause they'd run away and Eric doesnt like the feel of grass or sand for that matter. I do on occasion take them to WDW magic Kingdom cause I have seasonal passes, but I struggle with them, all I do is scream. I scream all the time, talking stopped working a long time ago. I cant have a decent crying fit cause they dont stop fighting long enough to let me take a break. I havent peed alone in 6 years. Parenting these kids didnt come with a manual, and I feel like a one man army. I dont get child support, I dont any help from their dads. The girls their dad is in jail has been there sine 2002 and doesnt get out til 2012. I feel trapped and isolated and I wanna run awyay from hime, but my mom says she would hunt me down. I just need to vent.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="barbie, post: 172705, member: 4842"] It is somewhat comforting to know we all love them but dont necessarily like them all of the time. I feel guilty. I am in the medical field as a medical assistant, Im supposed to know more about these things, and I dont, I know in my head that he can't behave good and its not ecause he doesnt want to, he just can't his brain wont let him. In my heart I cry and cry firstly, his father who isnt involved and never has been in our last yelling match has the cojones to tell me, Eric just needs more discipline. You can imagine how the rest of that convo went. People look at him and they are like but he looks okay, he is differently abled, not disabled. I've been very very single for the last four years, and cause with my income alone I wouldnt make it, i split a house with my mom who is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) with cleaning, and I couldnt care less if there is a mess. Its not dirty, just messy, I dont care. She wont stay with Eric for me and the girls to have a girly day out cause she can't handle him, and the babysitter forget it, I'd get called after 10 minutes and the first headbut. I do have the two older girls, not much older than Eric he is 4, Danae is 5 and Linda is 6. The girls have ADHD, and Danae probably a little more than that, and they dont get it either. Why can't I take them to the park cause they'd run away and Eric doesnt like the feel of grass or sand for that matter. I do on occasion take them to WDW magic Kingdom cause I have seasonal passes, but I struggle with them, all I do is scream. I scream all the time, talking stopped working a long time ago. I cant have a decent crying fit cause they dont stop fighting long enough to let me take a break. I havent peed alone in 6 years. Parenting these kids didnt come with a manual, and I feel like a one man army. I dont get child support, I dont any help from their dads. The girls their dad is in jail has been there sine 2002 and doesnt get out til 2012. I feel trapped and isolated and I wanna run awyay from hime, but my mom says she would hunt me down. I just need to vent. [/QUOTE]
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