the hospital just called and they want to start difficult child on lithium immediately. i'm so scared i feel sick at this point. i haven't seen her or talked to her i feel so incredibly disconnected right now. i'm so scared that the difficult child i know won't be the same difficult child that ill see tonight if she completes. she said to me jen she needs help, you have tried so many things and none have worked. it's time now, we have staff here she is in a hospital it's the right place to try it. i gave my ok on it. pleaes just tell me it's going to be ok. she said jen she has mood issues, anxiety, depression now we have to try something. i feel a total mess.