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<blockquote data-quote="bramblewoodbabydoll" data-source="post: 306237" data-attributes="member: 7938"><p>After Sprite went to live with biodad in 06 I was crushed and tho I'd been drug free and working as a nurse at the teachng hospital I started to drink heavily by myself or take shots without letting ex2 or the kids know what I was doing. (Inability to trust and secrecy are hallmarks of my entire life.) Long story short I sought help again. A GP sent me to an outpt treatment center for dependance/mental disorders. I was not dual treated. I was told to stop drinking and I did because I wanted sincerely to get better. They made me so much worse (horrible grp therapy that focused on the pain), I put full trust in them and they took advantage of me by regressing me and riding my insurance while giving multiple diagnosis and prescribing a barrage of medications that sent me into psychotic episodes. My marriage failed. My dad died some time later. I moved out on my on with my son. Got another MD, he put me in inpt psychiatric ward, I got out, made a suicide attempt, went back in, got out and did outpt ECT (shock treatment) then he dropped me when I refused to take the lithium and asked to be weaned off effexor (hated it). Thats when son went to live with grandparents and I became helpless. My brother moved me out of my apt and I lived with my mother. Was admitted to psychiatric ward 1 more time at teaching hospital. New doctor and 6 more rounds of more intense inpt ECT. Definately came out a different person... different to this day. I dont ever want to be that sick again and my personality is not the same so I guess it worked (at a price). Since then I've tryed to organize/prioritze and regulate life for all of us so that we can find some peace. We are navigating a dark and merciless ocean but I see the silver lining and the northern star always. I wont give up and I wont let this ship go down. If I can save one person this pain it will be worth it.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="bramblewoodbabydoll, post: 306237, member: 7938"] After Sprite went to live with biodad in 06 I was crushed and tho I'd been drug free and working as a nurse at the teachng hospital I started to drink heavily by myself or take shots without letting ex2 or the kids know what I was doing. (Inability to trust and secrecy are hallmarks of my entire life.) Long story short I sought help again. A GP sent me to an outpt treatment center for dependance/mental disorders. I was not dual treated. I was told to stop drinking and I did because I wanted sincerely to get better. They made me so much worse (horrible grp therapy that focused on the pain), I put full trust in them and they took advantage of me by regressing me and riding my insurance while giving multiple diagnosis and prescribing a barrage of medications that sent me into psychotic episodes. My marriage failed. My dad died some time later. I moved out on my on with my son. Got another MD, he put me in inpt psychiatric ward, I got out, made a suicide attempt, went back in, got out and did outpt ECT (shock treatment) then he dropped me when I refused to take the lithium and asked to be weaned off effexor (hated it). Thats when son went to live with grandparents and I became helpless. My brother moved me out of my apt and I lived with my mother. Was admitted to psychiatric ward 1 more time at teaching hospital. New doctor and 6 more rounds of more intense inpt ECT. Definately came out a different person... different to this day. I dont ever want to be that sick again and my personality is not the same so I guess it worked (at a price). Since then I've tryed to organize/prioritze and regulate life for all of us so that we can find some peace. We are navigating a dark and merciless ocean but I see the silver lining and the northern star always. I wont give up and I wont let this ship go down. If I can save one person this pain it will be worth it. [/QUOTE]
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