My girl is in a foster home tonight. I work 12 hour days and spent the last three weeks driving around at night trying to find her. She's not the same girl I knew and I'm confident she's using drugs. I know I can't, but I feel like quitting. Three weeks of crying at night wondering if she was ok and to finally find her with the look of contempt on her face when she saw me was crushing. Going between exhaustion and feeling nothing. If this is the right place, please let me know, or maybe there is someplace else that is better suited for me.