We went to brunch and ate a lot. M was pretty good. He kept up with the conversation without getting boastful until the very end when we were driving home. I feel a little bad but not too bad. I was totally detached. It was like going out with a stranger. I've been out with strangers before. Sometimes I got to know them better. Sometimes I didn't. That's about as far as I feel like I want to go right now.