hey sooo yup me again pain in the butt. so difficult child did full shut down this am. on me my throat hurts, i'm not eating anymore, dont' tell them. i'm going on liquid diet in new york etc. yup real nightmare indeed. so at end of day i spoke to the head dr there therapist that's been working with us and she agrees that this thing is going to keep happening. each time difficult child's anxiety and other issues get unmanagable that throat muscle's going to tighten up and she'll shut down. do we have a crystal ball? no, yet that's my thought and there's also. so incredibly sad. i have no clue what the future will hold. staying in the day. i will not be flying her back here this is no point in that. we'll c working on getting a team of doctor's together that isn't going so well. lol surprise surprise. also implementing home tutoring meet up group and also church each week etc. she's needs socialization. she isnt' medically stable yet so the horse back riding wont be happening.