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<blockquote data-quote="flutterbee" data-source="post: 192331"><p>It's not the memories and the pain from said memories. It's the deep, dark, oppressive fog of depression that I'm in right now. I have no fight and no desire to work on past stuff right now. I need to get through today. And tomorrow. And maybe the day after that.</p><p></p><p>Cause right now, I don't want to do any of that. I don't want tomorrow.</p><p></p><p>I'm going to find another therapist. Just one that I feel comfortable with from the start. I'm in too much pain...am too vulnerable...am falling apart. There is no time to build.</p><p></p><p>If that makes any sense.</p><p></p><p>Just make this stop, please. I can't stand it. </p><p></p><p>I asked my mom if she could take off work tomorrow, but there is no one to cover for her. She broke a tooth over the weekend and has a crown appointment on Wed afternoon after work and she said she would cancel that. I told her not to. She's leaving again Thursday for the weekend and if she doesn't get it fixed Wed she won't be able to until next week.</p><p></p><p>Plus, in all honesty, if this continues until Wednesday I'm just not going to give a *bleep* about anything anyway. If this continues, I see me in the hospital by Wednesday.</p><p></p><p>It's bad guys. I don't know what to do.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="flutterbee, post: 192331"] It's not the memories and the pain from said memories. It's the deep, dark, oppressive fog of depression that I'm in right now. I have no fight and no desire to work on past stuff right now. I need to get through today. And tomorrow. And maybe the day after that. Cause right now, I don't want to do any of that. I don't want tomorrow. I'm going to find another therapist. Just one that I feel comfortable with from the start. I'm in too much pain...am too vulnerable...am falling apart. There is no time to build. If that makes any sense. Just make this stop, please. I can't stand it. I asked my mom if she could take off work tomorrow, but there is no one to cover for her. She broke a tooth over the weekend and has a crown appointment on Wed afternoon after work and she said she would cancel that. I told her not to. She's leaving again Thursday for the weekend and if she doesn't get it fixed Wed she won't be able to until next week. Plus, in all honesty, if this continues until Wednesday I'm just not going to give a *bleep* about anything anyway. If this continues, I see me in the hospital by Wednesday. It's bad guys. I don't know what to do. [/QUOTE]
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