Okay, difficult child and I are in a bad place. I have been bawling and sitting on my hands to keep things from escalating but oh my goodness, its getting difficult. I am afraid that difficult child is going to go back into fostercare. She keeps posting things about me and is so disrespectful to me and her teachers, She is as crabby as she can be and she keeps flicking me off and saying nasty and mean things and cursing. I mean if I tell her to do anything, its a major temper tantrum. She's almost 15 and she is really acting out of control. She smart with everyone, and yet she says its everyone elses fault. I am tired of it and just not going to go back into this lifeI am ranting i am trying to keep busy so that I dont explode on her. Boy she sure knows how to be nice long enough to get what she wants. I can't do this, I just can't. I want to be happy and I am going to be. I just bought a three bedroom mobile home, thinking she would be here but its not looking that way at all. I just can't raise this kid. I sit here on my couch thinking if she says another flippin word to me, I am going to go to jail. Please send me some good wishes and prayers that I remain call and she doesn't come near me. Anyone know a good joke??????