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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 296909" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>That's how I feel, so that is my subject title. Can't think of any 2 better words to describe me right now. </p><p>So thats my title and I am sticking to it.<img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/tongue.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":tongue:" title="tongue :tongue:" data-shortname=":tongue:" /> </p><p></p><p>The nutshell version ~</p><p> My parents were here last week ~</p><p>Matt arrives tomorrow for a 2 day visit & is struggling in his next step of his program ~</p><p>My boss is going to quit, and I am worried our VP does not like me and will fire me, and that I will be in the middle of nowhere without a job ~</p><p>And I have a super big crush on my next door neighbor ~</p><p></p><p>Blahhhhh.................<img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/ashamed.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":ashamed:" title="ashamed :ashamed:" data-shortname=":ashamed:" /> (Screams Lucy to Charlie Brown)</p><p></p><p>I feel totally disconnected and frazzled. I have lost my center somewhere.</p><p></p><p>~My dads brain cancer is taking an increasing toll on his mind.</p><p></p><p>~I am super nervous about Matt coming. He seems to have lost his center ground or footing - and I can feel him coming unglued at the seams a bit. God help me if he comes unglued here. It seems it has been a super long time since I have been an actual, in the moment, difficult child parent. (A year to be exact.) I am having heart palpitations.</p><p></p><p>~My job is so tenuous. I moved out here for this one career, and truthfully there is nothing else. This one company employees 25% of the population here. Seriously. If this does not work out, I will have to move. And I really like it here!!!!</p><p></p><p>~I have a super crush on the man who shares my wall. Sigh. The man who is commitment phobic - but loves watching the stars with me and taking me on hikes. Super big sigh. I am sure I am setting myself up to fail by even being interested in this guy who "does not want a relationship because we are neighbors".</p><p></p><p>Too much. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/emoticons/faint.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":faint:" title="faint :faint:" data-shortname=":faint:" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 296909, member: 3301"] That's how I feel, so that is my subject title. Can't think of any 2 better words to describe me right now. So thats my title and I am sticking to it.:raspberry-tounge: The nutshell version ~ My parents were here last week ~ Matt arrives tomorrow for a 2 day visit & is struggling in his next step of his program ~ My boss is going to quit, and I am worried our VP does not like me and will fire me, and that I will be in the middle of nowhere without a job ~ And I have a super big crush on my next door neighbor ~ Blahhhhh.................:ashamed: (Screams Lucy to Charlie Brown) I feel totally disconnected and frazzled. I have lost my center somewhere. ~My dads brain cancer is taking an increasing toll on his mind. ~I am super nervous about Matt coming. He seems to have lost his center ground or footing - and I can feel him coming unglued at the seams a bit. God help me if he comes unglued here. It seems it has been a super long time since I have been an actual, in the moment, difficult child parent. (A year to be exact.) I am having heart palpitations. ~My job is so tenuous. I moved out here for this one career, and truthfully there is nothing else. This one company employees 25% of the population here. Seriously. If this does not work out, I will have to move. And I really like it here!!!! ~I have a super crush on the man who shares my wall. Sigh. The man who is commitment phobic - but loves watching the stars with me and taking me on hikes. Super big sigh. I am sure I am setting myself up to fail by even being interested in this guy who "does not want a relationship because we are neighbors". Too much. :knockedout: [/QUOTE]
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