It went pretty well. K did not want to talk. She does not like talking, the ex-psychiatrist's have left a mark on her. K said she was doing pretty well. Said she was doing her school work... blah blah blah. husband and I laughed. K then laid on the floor and played frantically. We talked about K's last 5 weeks. Her increase in School issues, bolting from class, going to nurse and sleeping 3 times now. The increase in rages. The depression, the talks of death, the hallucinations. She had told K and made her promise not to bring her *fairies* to School. K has been bringing them to School... worrying about them needing to save them. Letting us know about how much chaos is in her head. Telling her teacher how much anger is in her head. psychiatrist really wants to start Lithium... she has wanted for awhile now. I have not been able to go to the apts for the past 3 times, so I think husband has blocked this. He is scared. So we said we will talk about it. I said well we would wait until after the Holidays anyway. We see her right after New Years. We are upping her Seroquel, to QID. One now at bedtime. Only up to 150mg now. psychiatrist does not want to use Seroquel as a main MS. She does not like the side affects. So she does not want to up it much more. I don't know why we are scared... this is like our 18 or 19 medication. I am just scared of getting my hopes up. I am scared of it not working... I am scared of K getting all of the bad side affects again. I hate medication changes. I know she needs something. On a side note:She feels N should not see her! She knows we are not going to medicate her. She agrees with us that Occupational Therapist (OT) would be great for N. N was seeing an Occupational Therapist (OT) for around a year and she did so good with her. SO we will look into this again and follow up with the University and see what they think as well. But no medications! Anyway lots to think about. I know that K just wants to feel normal, what ever that is. I told psychiatrist that I like most of K's behaviours. I just don't want the poor kid to hate the way she feels, the chaos, the anger, the sadness. If K doesn't like the way she feels, then I want to help her. Thanks for reading.