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<blockquote data-quote="Star*" data-source="post: 123373" data-attributes="member: 4964"><p>Janet, </p><p></p><p>Nope, not me, not ever ----not even once. Why I'm so joyfully, blissfully, lovingly, scooter pie, over the moon, around the bend, chuckling, happily, content, sweet, sweet, schmoopsy pooh happy. </p><p></p><p>Jeeze Louise - are you kidding? Yes. </p><p></p><p>I asked my therapist about this one time after I had that nervous breakdown - and disassociative state with that hysterical laughing at something dumb. I am sure I printed it here - it was after difficult child broke his jaw and we saw the surgeon and they said he could be mule lipped? I lost it. Riding in the car, no one was talking and I started laughing and kept on laughing for miles and was laughing so hard, I sounded like a barking seal - it got to the point there DF was going to pull over and slap me. I could see me rise above my body in the car and I was just hysterically laughing. I now know that those old black and white movies where the crazy person laughs - is true. When you go that far in stress your body is TRYING to reason with itself, trying to jerk you back into reality. </p><p></p><p>Thoughts (while never acted upon) of desperation are the SAME sort of thinking. It's your bodies way of snapping itself back or healing itself on the fly. It comes with severe stress. I've only had these feelings three times with Dude around. And then I had a stroke. So be careful. </p><p></p><p>As far as being lonely? I would be a Bi-polar socialite. When I'm out? I'm talking to every and anybody. When I'm home? I just don't want to be bothered - I LOVE to be ALONE. I'm not anti-social - I've just adjusted to being alone So long - now I prefer it, and can entertain myself. um...I mean....well you KNOW what I mean. I draw, I paint, I clean....I do laundry - I research for advocation for children. And I like the quiet. </p><p></p><p>Jo had good suggestions - take up some kind of Knitting and make your granddaughters something pretty - </p><p></p><p>How goes the interview too?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Star*, post: 123373, member: 4964"] Janet, Nope, not me, not ever ----not even once. Why I'm so joyfully, blissfully, lovingly, scooter pie, over the moon, around the bend, chuckling, happily, content, sweet, sweet, schmoopsy pooh happy. Jeeze Louise - are you kidding? Yes. I asked my therapist about this one time after I had that nervous breakdown - and disassociative state with that hysterical laughing at something dumb. I am sure I printed it here - it was after difficult child broke his jaw and we saw the surgeon and they said he could be mule lipped? I lost it. Riding in the car, no one was talking and I started laughing and kept on laughing for miles and was laughing so hard, I sounded like a barking seal - it got to the point there DF was going to pull over and slap me. I could see me rise above my body in the car and I was just hysterically laughing. I now know that those old black and white movies where the crazy person laughs - is true. When you go that far in stress your body is TRYING to reason with itself, trying to jerk you back into reality. Thoughts (while never acted upon) of desperation are the SAME sort of thinking. It's your bodies way of snapping itself back or healing itself on the fly. It comes with severe stress. I've only had these feelings three times with Dude around. And then I had a stroke. So be careful. As far as being lonely? I would be a Bi-polar socialite. When I'm out? I'm talking to every and anybody. When I'm home? I just don't want to be bothered - I LOVE to be ALONE. I'm not anti-social - I've just adjusted to being alone So long - now I prefer it, and can entertain myself. um...I mean....well you KNOW what I mean. I draw, I paint, I clean....I do laundry - I research for advocation for children. And I like the quiet. Jo had good suggestions - take up some kind of Knitting and make your granddaughters something pretty - How goes the interview too? [/QUOTE]
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