And I'm not sure how I feel about it. We'd been friends for a long time, but things just kinda fell apart and didn't end well. We talked today and it went well. We talked quite a while actually. It was nice. But, I'm apprehensive. There was a reason things fell apart, there are trust issues, guarding of my feelings....but we had been really close at one point. She has a lot of drama in her life, and I'm wary. I'm just thinking out loud here. Sorting through things. I don't get close to people easily. I'm not even sure what prompted me to reach out other than it was last night when I was not so...ahem...stable. I mean, I've thought about her from time to time, but had had no desire to get in touch with her. And I wasn't prepared for anything other than a response to the email, if that. Am I being silly?