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<blockquote data-quote="change" data-source="post: 287955" data-attributes="member: 4808"><p>Thank you for the support. I have not been posting or visiting too much because I like to pretend I'm "ok" but I still think about him everyday and I even miss him sometimes. I shouldn't. Our lives are better overall. We are safe. My heart is broken though. Everywhere I go that anyone knew about him, there is a big white elephant following me around. We don't speak of this publicly and some family members don't even know what happened. Only a few close friends know and very immediate family. I am blessed with some very good friends that didn't press me for an explanation and when I said he was just gone forever and that it was very very bad they just supported me and left me alone. I work and my work is VERY fulfilling (non-profit). I am off for summers and during the summer I have a full social calendar and do things with our daughter, etc. but for example, she's off working a camp this week in the mornings and it's raining right now so it has me feeling sad. I wanted to go jogging (something that really helps me pound out my emotions) but instead I'm sitting here. I should go the gym but it's raining really hard. I hate this feeling. It's so unproductive. Every morning when my husband kisses me good-by, he tells me to have a fun day and has no idea that I have these waves of sadness.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="change, post: 287955, member: 4808"] Thank you for the support. I have not been posting or visiting too much because I like to pretend I'm "ok" but I still think about him everyday and I even miss him sometimes. I shouldn't. Our lives are better overall. We are safe. My heart is broken though. Everywhere I go that anyone knew about him, there is a big white elephant following me around. We don't speak of this publicly and some family members don't even know what happened. Only a few close friends know and very immediate family. I am blessed with some very good friends that didn't press me for an explanation and when I said he was just gone forever and that it was very very bad they just supported me and left me alone. I work and my work is VERY fulfilling (non-profit). I am off for summers and during the summer I have a full social calendar and do things with our daughter, etc. but for example, she's off working a camp this week in the mornings and it's raining right now so it has me feeling sad. I wanted to go jogging (something that really helps me pound out my emotions) but instead I'm sitting here. I should go the gym but it's raining really hard. I hate this feeling. It's so unproductive. Every morning when my husband kisses me good-by, he tells me to have a fun day and has no idea that I have these waves of sadness. [/QUOTE]
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