lately has been amazing. who knew ms could bring this out in him. he's been funny suppportive my little or rather "big" cheerleader. each night he rubs my legs that burn and hurt, he holds down my legs when they spasms so badly i almost knock him out. He helps me when my vision goes wacky, makes my feet warm when their ice cold. the list goes on and on the rock he's become for me. each night we sit and talk like we always did, yet its different now somehow. we can hear eachother suddenly when before there was this blockage the blockage is gone. i think this is scarey what i have. im afraid yet doing my walk etc. and keeping my positive attitude. yet at night when i do break down he's there to hold me and be the husband i knew he could be. anyway just wanted to share that. hes made an unbearable situation actually funny at times.... and bearable. i couldn't do this without him. truly. i guess this could be one of the good's that come from what i have now.