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Mom? What's a difficult child?
I don't post that much about K. I don't know why. I think because I could post something everyday.
But she is doing so poorly right now.
I have an e-mail into her psychiatrist today to see about fast forwarding her medication change. We were going to wait until we got back from Mexico. But the way I see it, she is doing to poorly, how much worse could it be?
She is cycling so quickly it makes my head spin. She rarely is depressed. She just gets down a bit but then shoots back up. But lately she has been so hard on herself. Talking about how dumb she is, stupid.
She just aced her Spellathon.
I got a letter yesterday saying they want to start testing her for Talented and Gifted. My KID? Is this an Oxymoron?
The Hallucinations are just getting worse. She is getting pressured about them frantic.
We were leaving the sensory movie the other week and she was talking about how they were all over, they were flitting on the person in front of us.
She is doing weird things, Monday she covered herself in mud, it was cold for here, 50's, talked N into it as well, I am talking covered. She never does stuff like this. (It was kind of funny)
We have had to wake her up. Which we never have to do. Doesn't want to go to School. Never have that problem either.
Becoming violent again, attacking us, trying to destroy things. Wanting to die, just get rid of me etc. Shoved a butcher block across the room last night.
After her hour long rage last night, with husband having to restrain her. She was still hypo, pressured speech, racing thoughts. She just could not slow down.
Right now she is sitting by me, moving non-stop, trying to do her home work, with that anxious breathing. I just told her she didn't have to do it.
Now she is sighing and playing piano.
She goes to therapist in a bit.
She is in that uncomfortable in your skin mode.
I hate this for her. These are the times I can't punish her, she is not in her right mind.
She woke before 5 this morning and had to find a doll. She was racing, frantic.
Just need to vent. Most days I can deal with this. But times it just svcks.
Today is one of those days if my mother in law said, "We just have to be positive, we will get through this together"
I might just drop kick her...
Thanks for letting vent
But she is doing so poorly right now.
I have an e-mail into her psychiatrist today to see about fast forwarding her medication change. We were going to wait until we got back from Mexico. But the way I see it, she is doing to poorly, how much worse could it be?
She is cycling so quickly it makes my head spin. She rarely is depressed. She just gets down a bit but then shoots back up. But lately she has been so hard on herself. Talking about how dumb she is, stupid.
She just aced her Spellathon.
I got a letter yesterday saying they want to start testing her for Talented and Gifted. My KID? Is this an Oxymoron?
The Hallucinations are just getting worse. She is getting pressured about them frantic.
We were leaving the sensory movie the other week and she was talking about how they were all over, they were flitting on the person in front of us.
She is doing weird things, Monday she covered herself in mud, it was cold for here, 50's, talked N into it as well, I am talking covered. She never does stuff like this. (It was kind of funny)
We have had to wake her up. Which we never have to do. Doesn't want to go to School. Never have that problem either.
Becoming violent again, attacking us, trying to destroy things. Wanting to die, just get rid of me etc. Shoved a butcher block across the room last night.
After her hour long rage last night, with husband having to restrain her. She was still hypo, pressured speech, racing thoughts. She just could not slow down.
Right now she is sitting by me, moving non-stop, trying to do her home work, with that anxious breathing. I just told her she didn't have to do it.
Now she is sighing and playing piano.
She goes to therapist in a bit.
She is in that uncomfortable in your skin mode.
I hate this for her. These are the times I can't punish her, she is not in her right mind.
She woke before 5 this morning and had to find a doll. She was racing, frantic.
Just need to vent. Most days I can deal with this. But times it just svcks.
Today is one of those days if my mother in law said, "We just have to be positive, we will get through this together"
I might just drop kick her...
Thanks for letting vent
And that you have good luck with Lamictal if that is the route you choose.
