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My son is in a crisis unit. Voluntarily, I think.
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<blockquote data-quote="savior no more" data-source="post: 694998" data-attributes="member: 19838"><p>The only safe place I can find for myself in times like these is that a person's existence is beyond my control. If I am meant to be an instrument of their choosing life then I hope I don't even know it. This comes from a person whose father committed suicide, whose grandmother attempted six times, whose sister attempted once, and whose son numerous times threatened. In this matter of their life, I have to just give it up or the fear would eat me alive. Your son is a child of the universe and I hold him and you in safe, loving arms of a gentle creator. </p><p></p><p>The first time my son was beaten and left to die I crossed this veil of sheer horror to total acceptance that no matter what, I must know that all is well with his soul - even if appearances were different. Even though it might not be true, I had to do this for me to cope. There have been times too that I thought if he would just go on and die then it might be better. This is just my mind wanting comfort in a most uncomfortable situation. It's almost as if I had to come to terms with the absolute worst that could happen until I got some peace of mind. You will find the safe place deep within your own mind and heart - and only there.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="savior no more, post: 694998, member: 19838"] The only safe place I can find for myself in times like these is that a person's existence is beyond my control. If I am meant to be an instrument of their choosing life then I hope I don't even know it. This comes from a person whose father committed suicide, whose grandmother attempted six times, whose sister attempted once, and whose son numerous times threatened. In this matter of their life, I have to just give it up or the fear would eat me alive. Your son is a child of the universe and I hold him and you in safe, loving arms of a gentle creator. The first time my son was beaten and left to die I crossed this veil of sheer horror to total acceptance that no matter what, I must know that all is well with his soul - even if appearances were different. Even though it might not be true, I had to do this for me to cope. There have been times too that I thought if he would just go on and die then it might be better. This is just my mind wanting comfort in a most uncomfortable situation. It's almost as if I had to come to terms with the absolute worst that could happen until I got some peace of mind. You will find the safe place deep within your own mind and heart - and only there. [/QUOTE]
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