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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 236166" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Thank you guys.......</p><p>It is weird that you mentioned the kidney infection causing some of this, because after I posted that, I thought the same thing. So I went to a doctor in the Box and got a XR. I was supposed to get a certified letter, huh? That certainly never happened. It stunk going to a doctor in the box and telling him I have this rare kidney disorder that even he has never heard of when my original doctor knew everything. Lovely. None the less I have medications, and I will find a new doctor.</p><p></p><p>I talked to my counselor at length, and she really thinks that I have suppressed my feelings for so long about losing H, and the way in which I lost her, that it is now manifesting itself into these other channels like being obsessed with Matthew's care and safety, and having these panic stricken moments of abject fear. We will be meeting twice a week from now on, and I have called my p-doctor.</p><p></p><p>Then I finally got a phone call from Matt's p-doctor who thinks I am an over emotional, over invested mom and was mad because I had called him so many times. Nice. I probably am. But that does not make my abject terror go away for him to tell me that. I just feel labeled as a crazy mom. </p><p></p><p>I don't know guys. I guess I will work this out eventually - and thanks for making me think the sun will shine again.</p><p>(by the way - I do have 3 awesome dogs, 2 of which are 55 lbs, and somewhat intimidating. The annoying and unsettling thing is that they both HATE those neighbors, and every time their car door even slams (which is a lot) they growl. The other night the neighbors aberrant craziness, and consequently my dogs barking, kept me up half the night. However, I do feel protected by those little buggers.)</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 236166, member: 3301"] Thank you guys....... It is weird that you mentioned the kidney infection causing some of this, because after I posted that, I thought the same thing. So I went to a doctor in the Box and got a XR. I was supposed to get a certified letter, huh? That certainly never happened. It stunk going to a doctor in the box and telling him I have this rare kidney disorder that even he has never heard of when my original doctor knew everything. Lovely. None the less I have medications, and I will find a new doctor. I talked to my counselor at length, and she really thinks that I have suppressed my feelings for so long about losing H, and the way in which I lost her, that it is now manifesting itself into these other channels like being obsessed with Matthew's care and safety, and having these panic stricken moments of abject fear. We will be meeting twice a week from now on, and I have called my p-doctor. Then I finally got a phone call from Matt's p-doctor who thinks I am an over emotional, over invested mom and was mad because I had called him so many times. Nice. I probably am. But that does not make my abject terror go away for him to tell me that. I just feel labeled as a crazy mom. I don't know guys. I guess I will work this out eventually - and thanks for making me think the sun will shine again. (by the way - I do have 3 awesome dogs, 2 of which are 55 lbs, and somewhat intimidating. The annoying and unsettling thing is that they both HATE those neighbors, and every time their car door even slams (which is a lot) they growl. The other night the neighbors aberrant craziness, and consequently my dogs barking, kept me up half the night. However, I do feel protected by those little buggers.) [/QUOTE]
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