So most of you know that my license has been restricted due to my dui. I am not allowed to drive anywhere but to work and to and from my alcohol program. Can't even drive the kids to daycare, which I MUST do because I can not trust them at home alone for nine hours. I know they are old enough, but given the fact that they are two difficult children who hit, kick, scratch, bite, and draw blood from each other, I can not trust them. I can barely trust them enough for me to check the mail for five minutes. So taking them to the boys and girls club for the day is my only option. I am absolutely TERRIFIED of getting pulled over. My attorney says that I probably won't get thrown in jail for dropping off my kids, but even he is not sure about it. My mom is telling me to lie to the police officer and say I am taking my kids to work with me, since it's summer time and they are no longer in school. I don't know if I should do this or not. If I get caught lying somehow, it will make things worse for me. So for now, I am relying on heavy duty prayer to get me through each day. My last day of work is the 29th of this month. I get my full license back on August 24th after I complete my last class. During the summer, I am going to rely on my mom to take me to the grocery store, etc, once a week. Unfortunately this means being alone with both difficult children most of the days and stuck at home. Somehow we will get through it. For now I need major good thoughts and prayers sent my way. All I have is nine days to make it through them I'm home free. I am a very cautious driver but I'm paranoid a brake light might go out or something and I won't know it. At my MADD class a police officer spoke and told everybody that it's a mandatory ten days in jail for driving on a suspended license. Yikes! I am terrified of going to jail. I've heard such awful things go on in there. I don't think I could survive it. This is going to be a very long two weeks. Ugh!