mrscatinthehat
Seussical
I am not really depressed just blah.
easy child will be 16 soon. difficult child 1 18 and graduating in May. I see positives in their lives.
difficult child 2 we have 3 years 5 months and 6 days til he is 18. No not counting on that one at all.
Sadly I see so little positive for him. I just want to be done (yeah right) with all of the stuff involved in maintaining his warped world.
Then we have my darn difficult child house. Yes a house can be a difficult child. We are redoing it. However the problems we discovered in there we much more extensive than we thought so it is taking much too long to get it done.
I do a few things for me but right now I sit here (with the heating pad on because I pulled a muscle in my back swinging the darn sledge hammer--no not at anyone but at the old shelf) and ponder where I am and it just makes me feel blah. I am not young anymore but not old either.
I don't get it. I get angry so often or depressed about things. Even anxiety I am familiar with but this is just wierd (more so than regularly).
Blahhhh
Beth
easy child will be 16 soon. difficult child 1 18 and graduating in May. I see positives in their lives.
difficult child 2 we have 3 years 5 months and 6 days til he is 18. No not counting on that one at all.
Sadly I see so little positive for him. I just want to be done (yeah right) with all of the stuff involved in maintaining his warped world.
Then we have my darn difficult child house. Yes a house can be a difficult child. We are redoing it. However the problems we discovered in there we much more extensive than we thought so it is taking much too long to get it done.
I do a few things for me but right now I sit here (with the heating pad on because I pulled a muscle in my back swinging the darn sledge hammer--no not at anyone but at the old shelf) and ponder where I am and it just makes me feel blah. I am not young anymore but not old either.
I don't get it. I get angry so often or depressed about things. Even anxiety I am familiar with but this is just wierd (more so than regularly).
Blahhhh
Beth