It's been a month since any emails from difficult child. His last one told me he had moved to PA, got a full time job and would talk to me soon. That was the last I heard and his account on MySpace has been closed. He had also given me the name of the company he's working for. I've been thinking about calling and leaving my cell number and ask him to contact me. I almost did it this morning but I'm not sure. When I saw his myspace account closed I figured, "ok, he's decided he doesn't want to be in touch with me after all." It's painful but I can deal with it because I know at least I tried. But the fact that his last message sounded like he intended to keep in touch makes me wonder if I should try to contact him. It's hard to let go again after finally hearing from him after 3 years.