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i cant figure out if i found a good neuropsychologist, or a complete nut.
difficult child 2 needs a complete workup, for functional status and educational reasons, and quite frankly, to rule in/rule out/make a damb decision on the alphabet labels, once and for all. because of the nature of the way things are going, HIS testing should be under the diagnostic umbrella, not the educational part. the school is doing that portion, and he will make reccomendations based on the results....(dont ask, its a weird situation)
during the psychiatric hospital stay they decided she was on the spectrum. fine. it seemed to explain a lot. maybe everything. except, of course, it didnt explain squat.
since then, its been determined she has a mood disorder. whether it stands alone or actually is a comorbidity, we dont yet know. neuropsychologist is convinced she Autism Spectrum Disorders (ASD)...yet this is the same guy who insisted the "polars" and the schitzo(affective)'s are SO rare and it couldnt be one of those.
and yet it was.
SO....
with each and every visit to this guy, he seems to be pushing me away from testing. i find it baffling, and kind of bizarre,in light of the situation. its seemingly a different excuse each time...first it was her age, and that most testing is geared to an adult, then it was "i'd rather see you spend your money on a therapist", and this week was the "well, you know it wont give info about the mood disorder, which of course i know, and am not looking for further diagnosis on the mood disorder from HIM, thats what she has a psychiatrist for. (and this was immediately AFTER he was perseverating on the Autism Spectrum Disorders (ASD) component--lol, i threw that in for giggles)....
at this point, he will only run the nepsy and the connors (cbt?, the computer one, not the stupid scales)....school will do the wisc and the woodcock. and i'm paying for it since those are both considered edu testing--which is FINE.
and now he's implying, for some reason, that what he will able to help me with is behavior mgmt, with maybe a few school modifications thrown in. he seemed to miss my point that now that she is on the road to stability from the mood disorder, that the behavior piece (which DOES seem to have been a symptom of the mood disorder, at least the major stuff) is probably the least of the concern...there are a whole host of edu issues that will need to be addressed beside behavior mod (he's big on rule charts--we are way passed that too). we know she has some processing delays, and we also know she scored ridiculously high on some of the subtests in the past...so my questions will center around specific accomodations and placements to combat some of the issues with school (like, even though i'm not supposed to know, she's "clustered", she has one kid in her class who literally makes noises all day long, she's in some spEd placement, which had been intended to compensate for giftedness that is backfiring badly--another weird situation, and so on...its pretty much a nightmare environment right now--and it needs to be fixed NOW). he also is seemingly either in awe, or terrified, of the amount of groundwork that i've already laid...she has an iep, related svcs, a para, a gifted afterschool program, etc--he keeps saying those are heavy duty services, and well, i guess so, but apparently they arent being utilized appropriately so they need major tweaking, based on some of the testings findings--i have no idea what some of the really specific things are that she might need.
not to mention, if all this is impacting her functioning, i need to know. meaning, i cant have 10 year old expectations if she's more on a 6 year old level, Know what I mean?? there has to be reasonable expectations for her--i cant set her up for failure if she cant function on an age appropriate level....
so....does anyone have ANY other suggestions?? are there ANY other specific neuropsychologist tests, or any other testing for that matter, i should be looking into?? i dont care what it costs, where she needs to go for it, etc....
or do i need to start over with a new dr? cause it took moving heaven and earth to find *this* on...if i go the major uni route i'm probably looking at a 1yr+ delay to just get an initial appointment
cause in all seriousness, this is a one shot deal. i'm seriously sick to death of discussing what ifs and maybes, etc. she's on the spectrum or she's not. she has adhd, or not. and so on. either diagnosis's will be firmed up, or they will be dropped (forever-this is IT). and symptoms will be treated accordingly...
because i'm so far past exhausted i cant even think straight anymore. i feel like i'm going in circles with this kid--for her entire life--and now we are at a major crossroad and i'm not sure which fork to take. i honestly need a psychiatrist myself at this point. i'm sick of life being so hard...like a few others here, i'm on year 17, with 10 more to go. it would be nice to be "just a mom" for once.
oh, did i mention i just got home fri from a overnighter at the regional hospital with difficult child 1 after a pretty good gi bleed?? and then we got 2 ft of snow...
i cant figure out if i found a good neuropsychologist, or a complete nut.
difficult child 2 needs a complete workup, for functional status and educational reasons, and quite frankly, to rule in/rule out/make a damb decision on the alphabet labels, once and for all. because of the nature of the way things are going, HIS testing should be under the diagnostic umbrella, not the educational part. the school is doing that portion, and he will make reccomendations based on the results....(dont ask, its a weird situation)
during the psychiatric hospital stay they decided she was on the spectrum. fine. it seemed to explain a lot. maybe everything. except, of course, it didnt explain squat.
since then, its been determined she has a mood disorder. whether it stands alone or actually is a comorbidity, we dont yet know. neuropsychologist is convinced she Autism Spectrum Disorders (ASD)...yet this is the same guy who insisted the "polars" and the schitzo(affective)'s are SO rare and it couldnt be one of those.
and yet it was.
SO....
with each and every visit to this guy, he seems to be pushing me away from testing. i find it baffling, and kind of bizarre,in light of the situation. its seemingly a different excuse each time...first it was her age, and that most testing is geared to an adult, then it was "i'd rather see you spend your money on a therapist", and this week was the "well, you know it wont give info about the mood disorder, which of course i know, and am not looking for further diagnosis on the mood disorder from HIM, thats what she has a psychiatrist for. (and this was immediately AFTER he was perseverating on the Autism Spectrum Disorders (ASD) component--lol, i threw that in for giggles)....
at this point, he will only run the nepsy and the connors (cbt?, the computer one, not the stupid scales)....school will do the wisc and the woodcock. and i'm paying for it since those are both considered edu testing--which is FINE.
and now he's implying, for some reason, that what he will able to help me with is behavior mgmt, with maybe a few school modifications thrown in. he seemed to miss my point that now that she is on the road to stability from the mood disorder, that the behavior piece (which DOES seem to have been a symptom of the mood disorder, at least the major stuff) is probably the least of the concern...there are a whole host of edu issues that will need to be addressed beside behavior mod (he's big on rule charts--we are way passed that too). we know she has some processing delays, and we also know she scored ridiculously high on some of the subtests in the past...so my questions will center around specific accomodations and placements to combat some of the issues with school (like, even though i'm not supposed to know, she's "clustered", she has one kid in her class who literally makes noises all day long, she's in some spEd placement, which had been intended to compensate for giftedness that is backfiring badly--another weird situation, and so on...its pretty much a nightmare environment right now--and it needs to be fixed NOW). he also is seemingly either in awe, or terrified, of the amount of groundwork that i've already laid...she has an iep, related svcs, a para, a gifted afterschool program, etc--he keeps saying those are heavy duty services, and well, i guess so, but apparently they arent being utilized appropriately so they need major tweaking, based on some of the testings findings--i have no idea what some of the really specific things are that she might need.
not to mention, if all this is impacting her functioning, i need to know. meaning, i cant have 10 year old expectations if she's more on a 6 year old level, Know what I mean?? there has to be reasonable expectations for her--i cant set her up for failure if she cant function on an age appropriate level....
so....does anyone have ANY other suggestions?? are there ANY other specific neuropsychologist tests, or any other testing for that matter, i should be looking into?? i dont care what it costs, where she needs to go for it, etc....
or do i need to start over with a new dr? cause it took moving heaven and earth to find *this* on...if i go the major uni route i'm probably looking at a 1yr+ delay to just get an initial appointment
cause in all seriousness, this is a one shot deal. i'm seriously sick to death of discussing what ifs and maybes, etc. she's on the spectrum or she's not. she has adhd, or not. and so on. either diagnosis's will be firmed up, or they will be dropped (forever-this is IT). and symptoms will be treated accordingly...
because i'm so far past exhausted i cant even think straight anymore. i feel like i'm going in circles with this kid--for her entire life--and now we are at a major crossroad and i'm not sure which fork to take. i honestly need a psychiatrist myself at this point. i'm sick of life being so hard...like a few others here, i'm on year 17, with 10 more to go. it would be nice to be "just a mom" for once.
oh, did i mention i just got home fri from a overnighter at the regional hospital with difficult child 1 after a pretty good gi bleed?? and then we got 2 ft of snow...