Forums
New posts
Search forums
What's new
New posts
New profile posts
Latest activity
Internet Search
Members
Current visitors
New profile posts
Search profile posts
Log in
Register
What's new
Search
Search
Search titles only
By:
New posts
Search forums
Menu
Log in
Register
Install the app
Install
Forums
Parent Support Forums
Parent Emeritus
New member here
JavaScript is disabled. For a better experience, please enable JavaScript in your browser before proceeding.
You are using an out of date browser. It may not display this or other websites correctly.
You should upgrade or use an
alternative browser
.
Reply to thread
Message
<blockquote data-quote="believe" data-source="post: 670330" data-attributes="member: 19652"><p>Good morning to all of you new friends....it is 5 am on saturday morning...yes good sleep somehow still eludes me...working on that...the quiet of the night causes me to "wonder" if he's ok still....we will always be mothers i suppose.... mothers who's hearts are ravaged as we have been forces to save ourselves because we couldn't save our kids....anyway I have this struggle which I did not share....and I have not been able to get free of.....when my son was 8 yrs. old I had an affair which ultimately ended up in me leaving his father (I would have left him regardless....it was a difficult marriage for years...hence the affair) .....I ended up marrying the man i had the affair with ....an oddity isn't it??? That almost never happens...we fell incredibly deeply in love and have been married for 15 yrs....but here's what I can't get past....Is THAT the cause for my sons problems.....I have 3 other kids all living on their own .....working.....married.....they were hurt by me and their dad not making it but they somehow survived it...but my son (hes the youngest) did not...here's my question to everyone....would my son have been ok if i had not left his dad?...it haunts me.....yes I have been able to detach from his behavior but the question leaves me feeling responsible alot of the time...what if I was still with his dad..would he be ok? I want so desperately to get past this and I am trying hard...Has anyone else ever faced anything like this?? Believe</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="believe, post: 670330, member: 19652"] Good morning to all of you new friends....it is 5 am on saturday morning...yes good sleep somehow still eludes me...working on that...the quiet of the night causes me to "wonder" if he's ok still....we will always be mothers i suppose.... mothers who's hearts are ravaged as we have been forces to save ourselves because we couldn't save our kids....anyway I have this struggle which I did not share....and I have not been able to get free of.....when my son was 8 yrs. old I had an affair which ultimately ended up in me leaving his father (I would have left him regardless....it was a difficult marriage for years...hence the affair) .....I ended up marrying the man i had the affair with ....an oddity isn't it??? That almost never happens...we fell incredibly deeply in love and have been married for 15 yrs....but here's what I can't get past....Is THAT the cause for my sons problems.....I have 3 other kids all living on their own .....working.....married.....they were hurt by me and their dad not making it but they somehow survived it...but my son (hes the youngest) did not...here's my question to everyone....would my son have been ok if i had not left his dad?...it haunts me.....yes I have been able to detach from his behavior but the question leaves me feeling responsible alot of the time...what if I was still with his dad..would he be ok? I want so desperately to get past this and I am trying hard...Has anyone else ever faced anything like this?? Believe [/QUOTE]
Insert quotes…
Verification
Post reply
Forums
Parent Support Forums
Parent Emeritus
New member here
Top