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<blockquote data-quote="mtic" data-source="post: 642827" data-attributes="member: 18623"><p>I'm trying to enjoy Christmas and I think I'm doing a pretty good job. difficult child has not contacted us at all since we threw him out on 12/16. My thoughts will wander to him and I wonder what he's doing, how he's getting by (especially as he never came back to pack up his clothes and belongings). I try to push those thoughts out of my head and focus on me, but it's hard to do sometimes. Right now I can't help but think what's going to happen next, what bad news is coming next. It's been like that for so long with him. I keep waiting for that knock on my door from the police either looking for him or telling me he's dead. I get sad and then I get extremely angry at him for putting us all through this. I feel like I live with a knot in my stomach. Coming here, typing all this out really helps. Knowing you all understand is helpful. It seems like most of you still have your difficult children in your life somewhat, but being new to the board I'm unsure of everyone's story. Honestly, I don't know if it's easier or harder that he has basically fallen off the face of the earth. Sigh!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="mtic, post: 642827, member: 18623"] I'm trying to enjoy Christmas and I think I'm doing a pretty good job. difficult child has not contacted us at all since we threw him out on 12/16. My thoughts will wander to him and I wonder what he's doing, how he's getting by (especially as he never came back to pack up his clothes and belongings). I try to push those thoughts out of my head and focus on me, but it's hard to do sometimes. Right now I can't help but think what's going to happen next, what bad news is coming next. It's been like that for so long with him. I keep waiting for that knock on my door from the police either looking for him or telling me he's dead. I get sad and then I get extremely angry at him for putting us all through this. I feel like I live with a knot in my stomach. Coming here, typing all this out really helps. Knowing you all understand is helpful. It seems like most of you still have your difficult children in your life somewhat, but being new to the board I'm unsure of everyone's story. Honestly, I don't know if it's easier or harder that he has basically fallen off the face of the earth. Sigh! [/QUOTE]
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