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toughlovin
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I guess.... I am just in waiting mode... waiting for something to happen because I know eventually something will. I have heard nothing from my difficult child since Tuesday night when he didn't get on the plane... and of course he never did go back as far as we know... which is further violation of his probation as he is supposed to continue with treatment which he is now not doing as far as I know.
Ugh I did contact the lawyer to make sure we do not need to let probation know anything... and to let him know that if our difficult child contacts him for legal help he should let us know because we are probably done paying for his legal fees. He agreed with that and said we have done what we can and more than many parents would.
A part of me just wants something to happen because I hate this not knowing feeling... somehow I have to get used to that and not let it bring me down. Going to my drug of choice (chocolate) is not helping me. LOL.
I told a friend I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop... and she said instead why don't you just wait until he picks up the other shoe, puts it on and it fits. LOL.... so that is what I need to try and do.
Anyway I am convinced that one way or another my difficult child will be going to jail... his decisions this time around were really stupid... and he thinks he can keep it together and maybe he can for a little while... but the girlfriend will break up with him again, he will do something impulsive, the police in all the towns around know him and wil not give him any more breaks. And of course the drugs will start calling to him .....
I know I sound and feel pessimistic and I am..... but I also think I am realistic.
I just dont know how long it will take.
TL
Ugh I did contact the lawyer to make sure we do not need to let probation know anything... and to let him know that if our difficult child contacts him for legal help he should let us know because we are probably done paying for his legal fees. He agreed with that and said we have done what we can and more than many parents would.
A part of me just wants something to happen because I hate this not knowing feeling... somehow I have to get used to that and not let it bring me down. Going to my drug of choice (chocolate) is not helping me. LOL.
I told a friend I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop... and she said instead why don't you just wait until he picks up the other shoe, puts it on and it fits. LOL.... so that is what I need to try and do.
Anyway I am convinced that one way or another my difficult child will be going to jail... his decisions this time around were really stupid... and he thinks he can keep it together and maybe he can for a little while... but the girlfriend will break up with him again, he will do something impulsive, the police in all the towns around know him and wil not give him any more breaks. And of course the drugs will start calling to him .....
I know I sound and feel pessimistic and I am..... but I also think I am realistic.
I just dont know how long it will take.
TL