Sometime between the revolving door of Preschools and Middle school I lost my patience and I've never gotten it back. I hope and I least I have tried to except that my previous perceptions of children were not what was to be with my child. My difficult child will never be like most other children. And for the most part I've accepted and have tried to make the best out of the situations we find ourselves in. But on days like today all the emotions and frustrations come back. I know things are hard for him but it still doesn't excuse his bad behavior and lately, maybe it the on start of puberty, he has gotten this attitude of not even caring and it is driving me crazy. Is it to much to expect sincere regret for his bad behaviors. Ugh I just hope tomorrow is better.