mrscatinthehat
Seussical
All week I have had things to do and have avoided them. Things I like. Things I need to do. The only thing I haven't avoided is work )no one is there when I am). I remember when I used to do this before.
I see my therapist tommorow and do plan on discussing it. I just have to make sure I go.
I keep trying to say I will not be depressed, I will not be depressed but it isn't working or I am not listening to myself. I don't know why this is kicking in now. It is not like I am not used to the stress of difficult child life. I just can't motivate myself at the moment.
I hate this. I mean even the tic that I had in my eye is back. That really bothers. I thought that was gone for good. It has been gone for a few years.
I just don't get it. Why do I have to feel like this now?
Make it go away....Please.
Beth
I see my therapist tommorow and do plan on discussing it. I just have to make sure I go.
I keep trying to say I will not be depressed, I will not be depressed but it isn't working or I am not listening to myself. I don't know why this is kicking in now. It is not like I am not used to the stress of difficult child life. I just can't motivate myself at the moment.
I hate this. I mean even the tic that I had in my eye is back. That really bothers. I thought that was gone for good. It has been gone for a few years.
I just don't get it. Why do I have to feel like this now?
Make it go away....Please.
Beth