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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 121339" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>oh my i read that book i also emailed that woman. it's because of her that i left my marriage. so incredibly eye opening. my ex and i were great at first, yet he was always edgy by the time my little one came and the pressure was on he popped. anyway he used to go at me in such a way i'd walk away totally confused and have absolutely no clue what he was saying or what had just occured. verbal abuse i know this is going to sound strange is far worse than physical. it eats away at your core and your soul in such a horrible way making you feel at least me at the time worthless. he would such such horrible demeaning stuff to me, i got to apoint where i couldn't even cry anymore.</p><p></p><p>anyway yup great great book. when we go at it it's not like that. he totally upsets me because he's loud to begin with his tone but when he yells i walk away and shut off tha'Tourette's Syndrome my thing. yet i dont' walk away feeling gutted out or anything like i did with my ex. he's called me a witch a few times, nothing worse than that yet. i've called him a few things unfortunately......that i regret in the heat of the moment. our communication skills and way of doing so are so very different also. so we clash on those levels. i just got so mad last night i popped. he felt the medications' would dull what i have to work thru and i said it's only for relief. he then said you have the xanax try that first and then see if you have better control. so i popped one today. wanna hear something strange though i have noticed as of late i was down in dumps last night i pushed myself today to do stuff i filed taxes, went food shopping took my older one out, etc. i was happy i felt happy and light. then tonight i start coming down off the high adn i can feel it creeping in a little bit again that sense of hmmm i'm sitting here alone on saturday night thing. </p><p></p><p>anyway i'm sorry i always ramble on and on......LOL</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 121339, member: 4514"] oh my i read that book i also emailed that woman. it's because of her that i left my marriage. so incredibly eye opening. my ex and i were great at first, yet he was always edgy by the time my little one came and the pressure was on he popped. anyway he used to go at me in such a way i'd walk away totally confused and have absolutely no clue what he was saying or what had just occured. verbal abuse i know this is going to sound strange is far worse than physical. it eats away at your core and your soul in such a horrible way making you feel at least me at the time worthless. he would such such horrible demeaning stuff to me, i got to apoint where i couldn't even cry anymore. anyway yup great great book. when we go at it it's not like that. he totally upsets me because he's loud to begin with his tone but when he yells i walk away and shut off tha'Tourette's Syndrome my thing. yet i dont' walk away feeling gutted out or anything like i did with my ex. he's called me a witch a few times, nothing worse than that yet. i've called him a few things unfortunately......that i regret in the heat of the moment. our communication skills and way of doing so are so very different also. so we clash on those levels. i just got so mad last night i popped. he felt the medications' would dull what i have to work thru and i said it's only for relief. he then said you have the xanax try that first and then see if you have better control. so i popped one today. wanna hear something strange though i have noticed as of late i was down in dumps last night i pushed myself today to do stuff i filed taxes, went food shopping took my older one out, etc. i was happy i felt happy and light. then tonight i start coming down off the high adn i can feel it creeping in a little bit again that sense of hmmm i'm sitting here alone on saturday night thing. anyway i'm sorry i always ramble on and on......LOL [/QUOTE]
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