I am home finally. It was a LONG day. husband couldn't get off work early, so I ended up with an entire day to fill. I have a fave library branch that has a small loveseat i can lay on to get pressure off my hip. I spent 5 hours there.
The pain doctor was very nice, seems very understanding. he thinks he can help, esp as I already understand that the pain isn't going away. We are going to make it less severe, but there will always be some. I have known that for a long time. I just want to be able to do the dishes, cook dinner, run an errand with-o hurting so much that I can't walk the next day.
Right now he added keppra to work with my lyrica. he says that he thinks they can get some of the highly irritated nerves to calm down. He added atarax for the hideous nonstop itching I have lived with for 6 years (since LONG before I was on any pain medications that would cause itching - he is the FIRST doctor to really HEAR me when I said this.)
When I go back in 2 months he anticipates changing the long acting pain medication I am using and also changing my muscle relaxer. He just doesn't want to make too many changes at once.
He watned me to call my psychiatrist about a different AD. I am on prozac and doing well with it. I already heard back from the psychiatrist who thinks with my history that it would be nuts to change it. I have had bad, BAD reactions to any AD that worked at all except prozac. They either don't do anything or they make me terrified of various things (like going outside). So unless there is NOTHING else they can do, he says it isn't a smart choice.
I can expect to maybe get a call to do a random drug screening. It is all decided by the computer as to who gets called and who doesn't. And on some appts, problem most, I will have to be tested. I am fine with that. He says they mostly look for people who are very low or who are over the limit of what is to be expected given what they are prescribed. And it would take 2-3 "bad" tests for them to "drop" you. A BIG relief as there are pain docs who drop you with one abnormal test - with-o even talking to you!!
He also does not count pills. I don't have to take my medications in to be counted by the nurse. I WILL keep a log of days I ahve migraines or the flu or whatever and can't take my medications because I am ill. That was my big worry, to have not taken medications, be found low and get fired because I had a migraine.
Anyway, I think it was a decent, hopeful visit. And he was very gentle when he poked and prodded. Which I appreciate muchly.
Thanks for ALL the prayers, good thoughts, and pretzels!
Star, I was in a store that had a tin of fancy choc and caramel coated pretzels - and I thought of you! because you are so SWEET (and goofy!).