Yesterday with Q was so nice. Today s^cks. He did great in his home school, cooperated with people and followed all of my directions. Today all the kids are home and he got over excited. One of the parents called because I went in to change laundry, said he was throwing rocks and the kids were complaining. So I called him over and had to force him in. He has been raging since. I told him I am calling 911 if he becomes aggressive. He is still saying awful things about how I hurt him making him come in the house (I ended up having to pull his jacket and I grabbed his galaxy player to make him come in. He was furious. I had tried telling him we needed to go get something for Nana since she is sick but he refused to come in. How can I live here and not use my front door. He has an Integrated Listening Systems (ILS) worker and I really need it. I decided to drive him to a meeting spot so she does not come to meet us and he is not tempted to run to the kids. I am sitting here typing as he is going on and on about what a d bag I am, I will refuse to calm down, I will not take this one more second etc...just nonsense. Now I am just being quiet as he says well then fine, lets talk about it to get it over with. He said, I will show you what will happen..... I will show you today. Just now I gave him some mints, they are powerful and calm him. I am going to set him up with his light sounds AVE machine to calm. Update on the meeting yesterday: They didn't have the woman there that they said would be able to answer the questions...the one who works with vocational stuff. Just a bunch of lies. They did answer further questions I had and asked what my main concern was. I am still not communicating (or they really dont care) well what my concern is. They say stupid koi like all parents are worried about bad influences on their kids. I have tried a million times to explain that if he was wanting to join a group to rebel or because he thinks it is cool that would be a whole different thing. But he will imitate all behaviors, good or bad. It is not within his choice. If I am wrong, I would party big time but it is our history. He is still so adgitated. He is standing here in my room because he is scared but that means his constant verbal whispers saying all different words etc. He is trying so so hard to get my attention with these words. I gave him the option to go rest for an hour then we can talk but he just can't leave. he wants to go back out to play "with my friends". One of the girls called her mom (my good friend) to tell on him...apparently they were in the elevator and hiding from him (he knows he can't go in there) and he said the boys thought it was funny....I know his social issues of misperceptions are at the heart of this, I wish I had not trusted how things were going. I am just exhausted. The school stuff is enough. I need all my energy to deal with normal stuff like this, but I dont have it because of all the stupid school stuff.