hi
i know i haven't been here much and i'm sorry. You guys got a break from my rapid posting
I just had to vent about my daughter. I hold it inside and than it boilith over.......
she is so difficult. our typical day begins with me threatening her with all i can take away to get her out of bed. i than pour water on her. Even than still she won't awaken totally. I try to stay calm, yet it's hard when I know the tutors will be knocking on the door within minutes.
I than have to fight with-her to look for her books to be prepared, to put clean clothes on she'll wear same outfit for 3 days and i'm sorry natural consequences isn't a road i'm going down again with the smelly kid syndrome.
after tutors i'Tourette's Syndrome the usual chaos..... where are we going, what are we doing, her trying to find snacks that i now have to hide in my room and clear all cabinets out because its' all she's eating as of late. minimal real food. she'll fill up on decent snacks like granola bars, graham crackers. we dont' even get cookies anymore.
rest of the day let's hope nothing sets her off because if it does she's irritable, nasty, and just someone you dont' wanna be around.
have to fight with-her to take a shower. yesterday she lost her easy child for 2 days if she didn't shower. guess what she chose to lose the easy child LOL.
than at night, wow let's not even go there............ therapist said have a cable wire run so the kid can fall asleep to tv on. ok great finally got that done. what does she do goes in kitchen while i'm trying to sleep totally ignoring her with my door closed. in the a.m. her bed has plates, food, bowels etc under it. totally disgusting.
she can never find her school books, her clothes or anything else. been making her clean room oncea week yet it doesn't help much. she's a slob, lacks organization skills totally.
than we have the smelly pee pull ups all over the flr that the puppy will go after if she doesn't dispose of them.
i just want to scream~! i've had it. i'm tired. i'm beat up. and it's just been enough. my mom had her past weekend because i wanted a break. upon my return she said i love her, she'sa smart girl yet i have no clue how you do it after two days i've had enough i could never handle her on a daily basis. she's up till 3 each night, forget medications it's a joke only thing zyprexa has done is make her fat. yes shes' so large its' crazy. we're heading up to 150 now. from 80 lbs mos. ago when she was sick.
so i'm tired of her pyshc doctor always playing it safe with anti anxiety medications. enough with that also. get some you know what and put her on a mood stablizer. if the kid truly is bipolar she isn't being medicated the right way and hasn't for years. am i nervous about using them? yes. yet i'm more nervous about her going back to school in september and tanking again which at this rate she will.
the cbt also a joke. he's a great guy truly. yet she's too far gone for that bs. he's like ah she's doing great. only thing it's done is really made her aware of how she acts. which i guess is a plus.
so, that's my rant for today. we're at the end now 2 more weeks of tutors. am i happy? yes to an extent. yet a kid with no friends all summer long will also not be easy on me.
so i have a mtg. with her dr on the 24th and im going to say enough with the b.s. anti up let's medicate right i'm tired of your games and asking me what medication she should take be a dr.
ahhh thanks for letting me do that. i skipped my yoga for two days and it def. shows
i know i haven't been here much and i'm sorry. You guys got a break from my rapid posting
I just had to vent about my daughter. I hold it inside and than it boilith over.......
she is so difficult. our typical day begins with me threatening her with all i can take away to get her out of bed. i than pour water on her. Even than still she won't awaken totally. I try to stay calm, yet it's hard when I know the tutors will be knocking on the door within minutes.
I than have to fight with-her to look for her books to be prepared, to put clean clothes on she'll wear same outfit for 3 days and i'm sorry natural consequences isn't a road i'm going down again with the smelly kid syndrome.
after tutors i'Tourette's Syndrome the usual chaos..... where are we going, what are we doing, her trying to find snacks that i now have to hide in my room and clear all cabinets out because its' all she's eating as of late. minimal real food. she'll fill up on decent snacks like granola bars, graham crackers. we dont' even get cookies anymore.
rest of the day let's hope nothing sets her off because if it does she's irritable, nasty, and just someone you dont' wanna be around.
have to fight with-her to take a shower. yesterday she lost her easy child for 2 days if she didn't shower. guess what she chose to lose the easy child LOL.
than at night, wow let's not even go there............ therapist said have a cable wire run so the kid can fall asleep to tv on. ok great finally got that done. what does she do goes in kitchen while i'm trying to sleep totally ignoring her with my door closed. in the a.m. her bed has plates, food, bowels etc under it. totally disgusting.
she can never find her school books, her clothes or anything else. been making her clean room oncea week yet it doesn't help much. she's a slob, lacks organization skills totally.
than we have the smelly pee pull ups all over the flr that the puppy will go after if she doesn't dispose of them.
i just want to scream~! i've had it. i'm tired. i'm beat up. and it's just been enough. my mom had her past weekend because i wanted a break. upon my return she said i love her, she'sa smart girl yet i have no clue how you do it after two days i've had enough i could never handle her on a daily basis. she's up till 3 each night, forget medications it's a joke only thing zyprexa has done is make her fat. yes shes' so large its' crazy. we're heading up to 150 now. from 80 lbs mos. ago when she was sick.
so i'm tired of her pyshc doctor always playing it safe with anti anxiety medications. enough with that also. get some you know what and put her on a mood stablizer. if the kid truly is bipolar she isn't being medicated the right way and hasn't for years. am i nervous about using them? yes. yet i'm more nervous about her going back to school in september and tanking again which at this rate she will.
the cbt also a joke. he's a great guy truly. yet she's too far gone for that bs. he's like ah she's doing great. only thing it's done is really made her aware of how she acts. which i guess is a plus.
so, that's my rant for today. we're at the end now 2 more weeks of tutors. am i happy? yes to an extent. yet a kid with no friends all summer long will also not be easy on me.
so i have a mtg. with her dr on the 24th and im going to say enough with the b.s. anti up let's medicate right i'm tired of your games and asking me what medication she should take be a dr.
ahhh thanks for letting me do that. i skipped my yoga for two days and it def. shows