Haven't posted in awhile. I have my sons number blocked and his messages are sent to spam. I just was so tired. Anyway, i had an appointed with my psychologist last week and checked my spam messages before I went in to see him. I had two messages from Difficult Child. One said "I'm so tired of it all" and the other one said "I am doing bad". I pay for his cell phone and I check it every so often to see if he is using it. At least that way I know he is okay. He has not had any activity on his phone since Sunday. I know how much he uses his cell so I am getting concerned. My psychologist said the text were very vague and says he is just trying to upset me but since he isn't using his phone, I am getting concerned. I have check the Internet and there is no record of him being arrested. What do y'all think?