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<blockquote data-quote="Big Bad Kitty" data-source="post: 105292" data-attributes="member: 3647"><p>As a matter of fact...</p><p></p><p>I quit about 6 months ago. And I am going absolutely nuts. </p><p></p><p>I cannot stop crying. I'm not suicidal, and I'm aware enough that if I got there I would know the right thing to do. I do not want to pick up a drink, and again, I would know what to do if it went that far. </p><p></p><p>But I am truly a mess. I'm having very disturbing thoughts. I did speak to my psychiatrist about them last week, he said they were likely stress related. Well I can blame ALL this on stress. Not helping me at all. </p><p></p><p>I do not wish to take my dex back. He is a SOLID ex. We've been apart going on 5 years and divorced going on 3. I just suddenly started grieving again out of the blue and I thought I was done. I just want it over with. Here is how much I don't want him: He lives across the street from me, not working, watching his youngest son so the mom can work, owing me, Joyce, and Cari child support out the ying-yang. </p><p></p><p>My weight makes me sick to my weighty stomach. I close my eyes when I walk past mirrors. I was supposed to start the process of lapband surgery back in the spring, when the whole breathing problem started. All surgeries have been postponed.</p><p></p><p>Thank you all for your kind words. Tink needs me now...gonna go eat her up...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Big Bad Kitty, post: 105292, member: 3647"] As a matter of fact... I quit about 6 months ago. And I am going absolutely nuts. I cannot stop crying. I'm not suicidal, and I'm aware enough that if I got there I would know the right thing to do. I do not want to pick up a drink, and again, I would know what to do if it went that far. But I am truly a mess. I'm having very disturbing thoughts. I did speak to my psychiatrist about them last week, he said they were likely stress related. Well I can blame ALL this on stress. Not helping me at all. I do not wish to take my dex back. He is a SOLID ex. We've been apart going on 5 years and divorced going on 3. I just suddenly started grieving again out of the blue and I thought I was done. I just want it over with. Here is how much I don't want him: He lives across the street from me, not working, watching his youngest son so the mom can work, owing me, Joyce, and Cari child support out the ying-yang. My weight makes me sick to my weighty stomach. I close my eyes when I walk past mirrors. I was supposed to start the process of lapband surgery back in the spring, when the whole breathing problem started. All surgeries have been postponed. Thank you all for your kind words. Tink needs me now...gonna go eat her up... [/QUOTE]
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