You are such a good mommy. I am a pray-er, and I am praying for you guys.
I honestly believe it helps. If even just to help me deal with these things appropriately, not to forget things, to communicate effectively, etc.
I will never turn down good thoughts, good juju, and especially prayers. I have started a "group" prayer because I am so afraid I will forget someone here. I admit, to God too, that this has tested my faith. I do have faith (and not preaching, just sharing my journey, I respect all choices) but it is really hard to understand why an innocent child would ever have to go through this. I realize it may be to help teach me and others many things, my friend and I have discussed this regarding our kids in the past, but it still doesn't explain why they have to go through it in my mind, not a good enough reason. I will still search though. And certainly there are many blessings, many many blessings. And among those is this board. (has anyone heard the song What if your blessings come thru raindrops, what if your healing comes through tears, what if a thousand sleepless nights .....and on and on) that song brings me lots of peace.
Thanks, you are all very special