Today something told me to go to a site she hangs on. I have no idea why and I have only been there once before. I saw this and an even meaner one later, which I did copy, but won't post here. Posts: 41 My Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) Sister is at it again... « on: March 10, 2015, 11:34:18 AM » Quote I am not sure why I care but I do... My sister is a regular on a website she shared with me. She obviously forgot. She is on there everyday posting terrible things not only about her own kid, but dad, bro, mom etc. When my mom died, I became her latest target. The stuff she says is hard to read. It is based on some truth but most of it is fiction. Both my brother and I know this but it still bothers me. She also likes to throw in "what I think and feel" about things. UGHHH she does not know. A lot of her facts are made to make her look like a victim and the rest as abusers. She is so awful about what she says about me. I am no angel but the way she portrays me makes me seem without morals, heartless, mean, etc. She doesn't even know me as I held back so much of who I am because I never trusted her. I know, stop going there and reading. I wish I could. Not sure why I am drawn to reading her "crazy" version of life. Oh, did I mention she is a writer? Thanks for letting me vent... She called me evil later on. This is probably her reality in her mind. And she has somehow dragged brother into it, brother she would not invite to her wedding because he was too ugly and her friend would laugh at him. Brother she had no sympathy for when he was sick. Sadly, I do know who she is. As she asks, why does it still hurt? One thing I do know, we both hurt, but I try as hard as I can to stay away from her stuff. Until today. I believe (don't laugh) a guardian angel wanted to warn me that she is reading this site and all I put down. I would not do that to her. I want to forget about her. Today is a big lesson to me (and it's all my fault) why I need to stay away from her. I do love my father. Frankly, when he passes, I think I will celebrate his life alone, after the gang of nuts and fruits are gone and I don't really care what anybody thinks. I am going to tell Dad I don't want my brother to call me for any reason...my cousin can call me. I will know. I will grieve. My father is the only one in the entire DNA connection who is fair to me. I don't even care if Dad is so angry he cuts me out of his will. I am not interested in his money. I just want the peace I have when I am not engaged with this crazy ex-family. AS I say this, I have no doubt that my sister's reality is different from mine. But I really don't want to know her reality anymore and have no idea why she sneaks around to read mind. Bro probably does too, although he has lived in NJ for thirty years and knows little. Sis has never seen a psychiatrist. She thinks she sees the world clearly. The fact, is all three of us are damaged, including her. Ok, vent over.