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Sigh - SO worried about difficult child!
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<blockquote data-quote="JKF" data-source="post: 575267" data-attributes="member: 12470"><p>Sorry I haven't been around. I have the flu and an ear infection in my left ear so I've been out of commission. </p><p></p><p>Anyway I appreciate all of your kind words. I do try to be a good mom although sometimes I feel like a total failure. </p><p></p><p>So over the last few days difficult child has taken steps forward and back. He is happy one minute and raging the next. Wants a good future one minute and then it's "F" the world the next. Loves life then hates life. Uggggggh! It's like a nonstop yo-yo and it literally makes me dizzy! </p><p></p><p>He's still writing dark poetry and disturbing things on FB. A few things are song lyrics but the majority comes from the dark disturbed depths of his mind. He doesn't understand why nobody responds to him on FB but I don't blame his "friends" for not responding. There's really nothing one can say in response to some of the things he writes. He pushes people away because he doesn't understand boundaries and then gets mad because he thinks everyone hates him. It's so sad. Right now he really is all alone in the world and it crushes me. I wish he knew how much he needs help but he thinks he's fine. In his mind it's everyone else who's the problem. </p><p></p><p>Still praying that he gets medications soon! He's definitely bipolar and possibly Aspie and at this point I'm 99.999% sure he's schizoaffective as well. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite3" alt=":(" title="Frown :(" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":(" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JKF, post: 575267, member: 12470"] Sorry I haven't been around. I have the flu and an ear infection in my left ear so I've been out of commission. Anyway I appreciate all of your kind words. I do try to be a good mom although sometimes I feel like a total failure. So over the last few days difficult child has taken steps forward and back. He is happy one minute and raging the next. Wants a good future one minute and then it's "F" the world the next. Loves life then hates life. Uggggggh! It's like a nonstop yo-yo and it literally makes me dizzy! He's still writing dark poetry and disturbing things on FB. A few things are song lyrics but the majority comes from the dark disturbed depths of his mind. He doesn't understand why nobody responds to him on FB but I don't blame his "friends" for not responding. There's really nothing one can say in response to some of the things he writes. He pushes people away because he doesn't understand boundaries and then gets mad because he thinks everyone hates him. It's so sad. Right now he really is all alone in the world and it crushes me. I wish he knew how much he needs help but he thinks he's fine. In his mind it's everyone else who's the problem. Still praying that he gets medications soon! He's definitely bipolar and possibly Aspie and at this point I'm 99.999% sure he's schizoaffective as well. :( [/QUOTE]
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