and oldest difficult child comes in and tells me that "normal people" do not take naps in the middle of the day. I quickly replied that I "Put in MY YEARS!" He said, ya but normal "keep going". This is what I get for being Bipolar and being properly medicated now. I'm not in "go go manic mode" anymore when my medications are working so it means I don't run the race everyday anymore. Uhg, it is just so frustrating. And...when I came downstairs (no longer napping) and tried to explain to oldest difficult child how much Better I feel when I'm not manic he just told me that he "likes extreme feelings" etc. Even husband was asking me when I was going to do some more work on his business today. He does understand though that it's better that I'm not manic. I just wish I didn't let people down around me. husband says I'm in "early retirement". lol Tammy...NOT enjoying being Bipolar today.