Have you ever done something, and then later - or as soon as you hit the send button - realize that you just reacted with the maturity level of a teenager? I am emotionally overwhelmed. I keep fighting this damn depression and as soon as it seems that it's getting better, I'm hit with something else. I'm on autopilot - just reacting, not thinking. So, it was nothing life shattering. Just stupid. And now I need to figure a way out of it and still maintain some dignity. Ho hum. Where's that beach that Abbey and Star are at?