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flutterbee
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I do think that because I have clinical depression, I am more likely than someone without a neuropsychiatric disorder to experience the mental/mood changes that are possible with certain medications. That's just been my experience.
And if it had just been depression, that's one thing. But, the scary thing about this is that I really cannot tell you why I'm still alive. I wanted to die. I have no idea what stopped me, really. The impulse was almost overwhelming.
I may try lyrica, mainly because I'll have to in order to jump through everyone's hoops. But, I'm really uncomfortable with it. It was so bad that I almost feel like if they put me on it, I should be under hospital observation for at least a week. And that's not going to happen.
And if it had just been depression, that's one thing. But, the scary thing about this is that I really cannot tell you why I'm still alive. I wanted to die. I have no idea what stopped me, really. The impulse was almost overwhelming.
I may try lyrica, mainly because I'll have to in order to jump through everyone's hoops. But, I'm really uncomfortable with it. It was so bad that I almost feel like if they put me on it, I should be under hospital observation for at least a week. And that's not going to happen.