hi sorry i haven't been on. adjusting to work and getting difficult child thru, than phasing in sitter i'm overwhlemd right now, but i miss all of you. I'm also sick again, it's worse now than last time, i thought i had run away from it and beat it. my lungs are badly infected i'm hoping that an antibiotic will fix it. I should get a chest xray but no insurance yet so that's a no go. i hope everyone's great!!