Awwww....it was nice to see my name in a title
Good to know people care.
To tell you the truth, since Matt slid of the cliff emotionally, and was picked up by the police and escorted to phosph - I nixed trying to get off of Xanax. The withdrawal symptoms and anxiety were just too much at that exact moment to go forward. I have a Dr appointment Friday, so I will see what he says, and how he suggests we go from here. Matt continues to do extremely poorly, and the anxiety from not knowing what is next, and whether he will be on the streets, is intense right now. So for now I am trying to be gentle with myself, and let it be OK that I take .25mg of Xanax at night. In the big scheme of things, that is not that big of a deal.