Steely
Active Member
of my body.
it is like i have been in a vortex of hell for 18 years, and i have only felt certain parts of my being.
tonight, i feel every aspect of my being.
rational/intellectual.
sexual/physical.
sad/angry.
all together, no longer separate.
i no longer have a difficult child living in my house, or a husband, or a residence to contend with as my responsibilities in existing life.
just me and my dogs to take care of.
it is all very existential and surreal.
i am not sure i can explain it ~ because it is all happening so fast.
i guess a mid life crisis/experience is the best way to encapsulate it.
hugs
it is like i have been in a vortex of hell for 18 years, and i have only felt certain parts of my being.
tonight, i feel every aspect of my being.
rational/intellectual.
sexual/physical.
sad/angry.
all together, no longer separate.
i no longer have a difficult child living in my house, or a husband, or a residence to contend with as my responsibilities in existing life.
just me and my dogs to take care of.
it is all very existential and surreal.
i am not sure i can explain it ~ because it is all happening so fast.
i guess a mid life crisis/experience is the best way to encapsulate it.
hugs