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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 414108" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Tonight may be the night, but I think it will be tomorrow. Everyone in the room was sobbing tonight as they said goodnight to my Dad. Feeling lonely is the biggest thing that is hitting me now. I wish I had said so many things to him when he was lucid - now it is too late. My family is not an open family - so I played my role. Now I wish I would have said more.</p><p></p><p>Perhaps the saddest part is watching my Mom break into pieces. Yet at the same time I wonder why she didn't do this when Heidi died. She has never cried over Heidi's death. I guess she is making up for it all now. The second saddest thing is watching my Uncle cry over his brother's death - because I understand that pain all too well. It shoots me right back to when I lost Heidi.</p><p></p><p>I replayed the scenario that happened 3 weeks ago with that girl that was identical to Heidi's stalker that came into my house - and I decided that once my Dad passes, and we are waiting for him to be cremated, I will go to the police dept to see if I can re-open Heidi's case. It would bring this all full circle if I could find out how she really died at the wake of my father's death.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 414108, member: 3301"] Tonight may be the night, but I think it will be tomorrow. Everyone in the room was sobbing tonight as they said goodnight to my Dad. Feeling lonely is the biggest thing that is hitting me now. I wish I had said so many things to him when he was lucid - now it is too late. My family is not an open family - so I played my role. Now I wish I would have said more. Perhaps the saddest part is watching my Mom break into pieces. Yet at the same time I wonder why she didn't do this when Heidi died. She has never cried over Heidi's death. I guess she is making up for it all now. The second saddest thing is watching my Uncle cry over his brother's death - because I understand that pain all too well. It shoots me right back to when I lost Heidi. I replayed the scenario that happened 3 weeks ago with that girl that was identical to Heidi's stalker that came into my house - and I decided that once my Dad passes, and we are waiting for him to be cremated, I will go to the police dept to see if I can re-open Heidi's case. It would bring this all full circle if I could find out how she really died at the wake of my father's death. [/QUOTE]
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