Thanks, Susie. You say things so well. The thing is, neither of them know they are missing anything. S. can't help that he spent his first six years in an orphanage. That has to be devestating for anyone and certain to cause trauma. Heck, even six months in an orphanage has been known to screw kids up because infants need one caregiver who loves him/her and answers his/her needs. That's why attachment problems are so prevalant in adopted kids, especially those who didn't go to loving foster homes right away. My other three adopted kids are emotionally normal, but they were also very lucky in loving, caring foster homes and (with Jumper) she came right home with us. So I do have pity for S, however he is an adult with an IQ over 140 and knows exactly what he is doing and he is choosing to remain bitter and angry over little stuff that goes on in normal families but that people just get over in time.
My ex has always been puzzling. He is also very emotionless, not as bad as S. I have often wondered if his eccentricities and social cluenessess meant he has Aspergers. He used to say such embarassing things! People would look at each other and everyone blushed except him! Once I came home and found two dear friends in my living room. Ex and I were living in Illinois and this wonderful couple had driven as a surprise from Wisconsin to see us. They looked embarassed when I gushed over seeing them and PastryChef, who was two at the time, was playing by them. The wife said, "Um, your husband didn't seem surprised to see us. He just asked if we could watch PastryChef so he could run out to get milk. He said 'Oh, glad you're here. Would you mind watching J. while I get milk?'" I mean, is that normal? I mean, just another day in my life with ex. How do you explain that to your friends? Later, I asked ex about it and he said, "Big deal. They came and I needed to get milk. What's the big deal?"
So I believe there are reasons, beyond jerkiness, why both are the way they are. But S. doesn't WANT us in his life and he has become so vile, I don't want him in mine. And he hurt J. so badly and has never apologized and she doesn't want anything to do with him either. Even if you have a reason for your bad behavior, you have to learn how to do better or people are going to emotionally leave you, because it is too hard not to. And going to a christian counselor from your rigid, cult-like church isn't going to do it.
Suzir, that "church" in Westboro isn't really a church. It's a bunch of extremist nuts who cause disruptions. Even my son's church doesn't go around disrupting funerals. S's church is more like, if you know who he is, Pat Robertson/James Dobson/promise keepers. It's bad enough, but they keep their beliefs to themselves. Except if you are unlucky enough to meet one who wants to "save" you. This is NOT a mainstream church, such as Lutheran, Methodist, Catholic, etc. etc. etc.