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<blockquote data-quote="susiestar" data-source="post: 408275" data-attributes="member: 1233"><p>I agree with Lisa. At least i do not feel so alone for being the only person to be afraid of a family member. I was terrified of gfgbro while we were growing up, esp after he hit age 12 and started drinking and using. As a teen myself I actually had a plan to kill him if he went to a certain type of abuse again. I hope I would not have gone through it - I know having the plan hurt me badly because I felt so alone because even my parents thought I was "over reacting" based on the lies he told to them. I honestly think I would have done it if he had tried a few specific things after that point. He sure threatened me wtih them, but he had a few "wake up to Jesus" moments when I would go into his room after he had raged and hurt me and I would beat him until he woke up to prove the he was vulnerable too and he better think LOOOOOOOONG and HARD before he tried again. My dad showed me how to pick locks and I even got into his room that way at one point (my dad then took the lock off his room because it was not allowed for us to lock my parents out of any part of the home they paid for) and assaulted him. he never told my folks and I think I only did it twice but it made an impression when I did.</p><p> </p><p>Just doing that was so hard and so upsetting for me, I HATED doing it but I was terrifeid if I didn't stand up I would be dead because my parents were not going to stop him - ever. I spent a number of years writing other people's term papers to pay for the theray I needed in college so that I could cope with all of it.</p><p> </p><p>That kind of childhood is a major reason that Wiz got help so early, and that Jess did too (thank you also, but to a lesser extent because he is 8 yrs younger than Wiz and Wiz didn't pick on him much). I saw so much of gfgbro in Wiz and did NOT want his future to be like gfgbros. </p><p> </p><p>We have lost a lot with the advent of all of our technology. Gained from it, but not without a very high price.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="susiestar, post: 408275, member: 1233"] I agree with Lisa. At least i do not feel so alone for being the only person to be afraid of a family member. I was terrified of gfgbro while we were growing up, esp after he hit age 12 and started drinking and using. As a teen myself I actually had a plan to kill him if he went to a certain type of abuse again. I hope I would not have gone through it - I know having the plan hurt me badly because I felt so alone because even my parents thought I was "over reacting" based on the lies he told to them. I honestly think I would have done it if he had tried a few specific things after that point. He sure threatened me wtih them, but he had a few "wake up to Jesus" moments when I would go into his room after he had raged and hurt me and I would beat him until he woke up to prove the he was vulnerable too and he better think LOOOOOOOONG and HARD before he tried again. My dad showed me how to pick locks and I even got into his room that way at one point (my dad then took the lock off his room because it was not allowed for us to lock my parents out of any part of the home they paid for) and assaulted him. he never told my folks and I think I only did it twice but it made an impression when I did. Just doing that was so hard and so upsetting for me, I HATED doing it but I was terrifeid if I didn't stand up I would be dead because my parents were not going to stop him - ever. I spent a number of years writing other people's term papers to pay for the theray I needed in college so that I could cope with all of it. That kind of childhood is a major reason that Wiz got help so early, and that Jess did too (thank you also, but to a lesser extent because he is 8 yrs younger than Wiz and Wiz didn't pick on him much). I saw so much of gfgbro in Wiz and did NOT want his future to be like gfgbros. We have lost a lot with the advent of all of our technology. Gained from it, but not without a very high price. [/QUOTE]
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