Good grief! I'm so used to being a wallflower that I never expected anyone to notice that I went back into lurking mode....
I firmly believe in the vibes of the board: husband was just thinking about gvc mom and I was sensually drooling over her goat cheese post (I think I've had that Humboldt cheese in a fancy restaurant in Maine), then I saw her post wondering what's going on with me, very odd indeed!
My heart is with all of you. Sometimes I don't know how to respond in an eloquent way and I feel useless. I think my huge problem is the fact that I did not find this board in time to help our boys, so I don't have the basic knowledge you all have about IEPs, medications, etc... I feel useless when a new member posts because I never knew that there was real help available to families like ours. I also feel a lot of shame about the way I let our boys down. And, to be truly honest, I'm feeling unworthy of having a wonderful easy child. Do I really deserve such a miraculous blessing, when others are still struggling in the depths???