I wish I were still angry and mad at S2BX. I do not like these feelings at all. My parents are being less then understanding. They just won't give me the space to grieve, and I feel like I am suffocating. This is what happened the last 2 times I seperated from him, and I did go running back, from one crazy to another. I am more determined then ever to get out on my own, even if it's in a shoe box!