ant is so much older now than a lot of the "conduct disorder siblings"-he is a man, and I feel like I need to move on. I have been here since he was 16. I have been held standing many times by those here who gave me their love and prayers, kind words, soft whispers of encouragement...I am in tears just thinking of it all. I want to regroup and perhaps join or form a support forum for parents of those in prison. talking about prison here may scare those with youngins, and I also cannot share openly anymore about his new life without fearing some unkind comment from someone with little compassion. I will check in and visit once in a while I am sure, but not regularly. thought I better let ya know in advance so you dont wonder where I went..lol God bless and thank you all for 8 yrs of support.