It's been since oct since I was on here last. husband had neck and spine surgery in oct and is doing good. He stil cant work but physically and emotionally good. As for me we lost our home and car and are having to start over. It is so hard, I have had 5 heart attacks since Jan. The doctor said I aint a candadate for surgery. Our easy child just got diagnosed as adhd but still a easy child. As for difficult child 1 and difficult child 2 are driving me crazy, they are out for spring break next week and I am tryiing to get psychiatrist to send them to XXXX mental health facility. put in a call this morning and still waiting. Am I doing the right thing sending them. difficult child 1 has stole money from us, is defient, curses, screams adn crys all the time. difficult child 2 is getting to be them same. I want to snatch her up and choke her most morings. I am affraid if I dont do something now they will cause my death. But I feel bad about sending them. Please I could use your help.