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<blockquote data-quote="christine5555" data-source="post: 610196" data-attributes="member: 17077"><p>Thanks Lms for your caring thoughts as it is so sad. And thank-you Busywend as you are spot-on in that I feel sick to my stomach and every living part of me knowing his so called Dad gave him his first injection! Sick sick SICK!! I only learned of it a few yrs ago after it had been going on for years. I saw his Dad 2 days before he died, I yelled at him, calling a 'piece of ****' repeatedly!! Asking him what kind of father does that!?! He muttered he was trying to get my son into AA, then blaming someone else for the drugs. I cannot fathom it still. Yes there he is dead and gone, had a nice funeral n all. My Son asked me to go to the funeral. I felt sick going but he said for him if I'd go. Then while my son was in rehab, he asked me on the phone if I felt badly for yelling at his dad as he thinks it might have contributed to his death. Um... no I said. Had that been the case that my yelling caused his death I would've done it 30 yrs ago!! </p><p></p><p>My therapist told me despite his dad being the pusher, it was still my son's choice. That's a hard one to swallow but I have to remind myself daily. Saw my son today waiting for someone to answer the door at his separated wife's place. He saw me I believe and then looked the other way as I drove by almost waving out of reflex but put my arm down. I am stepping away yes. I was driving by his house repeatedly daily but I go out of my way to not go by his house now. I am scared out of my wits of what is next. I feel for all of us here. It is awful....</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="christine5555, post: 610196, member: 17077"] Thanks Lms for your caring thoughts as it is so sad. And thank-you Busywend as you are spot-on in that I feel sick to my stomach and every living part of me knowing his so called Dad gave him his first injection! Sick sick SICK!! I only learned of it a few yrs ago after it had been going on for years. I saw his Dad 2 days before he died, I yelled at him, calling a 'piece of ****' repeatedly!! Asking him what kind of father does that!?! He muttered he was trying to get my son into AA, then blaming someone else for the drugs. I cannot fathom it still. Yes there he is dead and gone, had a nice funeral n all. My Son asked me to go to the funeral. I felt sick going but he said for him if I'd go. Then while my son was in rehab, he asked me on the phone if I felt badly for yelling at his dad as he thinks it might have contributed to his death. Um... no I said. Had that been the case that my yelling caused his death I would've done it 30 yrs ago!! My therapist told me despite his dad being the pusher, it was still my son's choice. That's a hard one to swallow but I have to remind myself daily. Saw my son today waiting for someone to answer the door at his separated wife's place. He saw me I believe and then looked the other way as I drove by almost waving out of reflex but put my arm down. I am stepping away yes. I was driving by his house repeatedly daily but I go out of my way to not go by his house now. I am scared out of my wits of what is next. I feel for all of us here. It is awful.... [/QUOTE]
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